So I've been stricken with the plague. Acute tendinitis in my right wrist, so my hand of choice is currently wrapped up in a brace. The restriction of movement is even more annoying than I thought it would be. Also, I stepped on glass Thursday night so I've got a big ol' gash on my left foot that I got to walk around on all yesterday and again today. And some kind of weird hive/welt/rash on my neck that itches and burns whenever my bloody lanyard is around my neck. Which is whenever I am at work.

Worked a double yesterday. Made a hundred dollars =/ My feet still hurt. Tonight is going to be a fucking zoo though on account of Jackson State homecoming. Even worse than yesterday. Lots of impossible to please young bastards that think a good tip is a dollar per person. I for one am not looking forward to busting ass for fifty bucks. Maybe I should call in and say my ass got attacked by the birds and the rest of my body is continuing to deteriorate. Umph.

I'm so goddamn bored around here. All I talk about is work so lemme see if anything interesting happened, if not to me, then at least in my general vicinity. Hmm...Melissa came back to Logan's, then quit again. Kid had surgery on his ass, but the pain pills they gave him are nada mucho. Will is advertising for the business at a car show today.

Nothing at all has happened to me lately. My life is so incredibly boring. I need more friends.

so here's a non-emo post.

got kicked out of my house the other day. wandered in a few days later and it was like nothing ever happened.

i have a cold sore and it's really pissing me off.

having a caribou lou party at my place tuesday or wednesday night. if you're reading this then you're invited. i'm totally serious. 151 rum, pineapple juice and malibu caribou baby. and much, much more. be there, or suck.

i think i might actually like a guy. what the fuck is that about. that never happens to me. usually a prick convinces me to date him and i fall in love with no intermittent 'like' stage. but yea. probably not happening anyway.

what do you do when you have nothing to live for?

do you just keep drudging through your empty and colorless life hoping that a purpose will appear and find you?

what do you do when you live for love and have none?

not for any person or any thing?

when you are utterly and entirely empty?

do you give up?

do you die?

is it really life if it has no meaning?

am i already dead?

narcissistic asshole

You ruined my life, you hateful, lying, despicable old man.